xxxx

awe baby i miss you, and i feel like crappppp. and i look like it too. I'll probably end up going home today. i was like crying this morning because i felt so gross. my concert is tommorrow at 7, i have a solo. youre coming right? i think if i don't go home durring school i will go straight home after school. Tyler and justine broke up and its really sad, he won't tell me what happened though. i haven't done any work what so ever in graphics this week. i will call you later. i love you.

Pictures!

Second movie!

I'm pretty pumped for the second movie to come out.
i have a really weird movie that i remembered watching and i think you me lauren and rach would have a really hilarious time watching it. I saw it a long time ago at vickis, its call the holy mountain. so fucked up!
I'm uploading the pictures we took :] and imma edit them. i forgot i had cheering pictures today, so my dad has to bring me my cheering clothes on his lunch break. hes so not happy.

sorry my letter is so short! i love you and im happy you had a really good weekend with me i loved being with you so much!!! xoxoxoxoxox <3


i thought this was the cutest thing ever so I'm posting it for you. :]

much less stress.

Morning Love!

I'm so glad you are in a good mood. so am I! I am much less stressed out & I have all my graphics work done already. :]
I can't believe your library plays music!!! That's sweet.
I wish we really did live in the 80's.
ha ha, yeah rach will definitely be on her phone the whoooooolllle time. I'm so pumped & excited & i can't wait at all! I'm pretty excited for the game too actually. its my first game so I'm not sick of them yet. ha ha. i heard i have to do a lot of jumps though. And I'm nervous for the dance because i just learned the end of it yesterday. :/
Nothing has gone wrong today so far except i spilled some coffee on my shirt but it came out so its all good!
I would love for you to quit, you know that. I know its hard too. I have watched my mother go through trying to quit about 20 times. And it won't help that everyone in your house smokes too. Its good that you want to and that you don't really like it anymore. My mom is falling apart and about 90% of it is due to smoking and i love you to much to not kick your butt about quiting. I will stop biting my nails for new years too... i just looked at my nail and had the most overwhelming urge to bite them. not even kidding. UGHHHH. ha ha.
we will both probably be bitches for like all of January ahhaha, but its OK. I'm sorry for bickering yesterday, and its OK that you re a pain in the ass. :p i still love you, can't get rid of my that easily! XD
I love you crazy amounts! trucks, airplanes, dumpster, buckets and baskets full of love!

& don't worry about black, gangster, lesbian loving, gold tooth, Brazilian, guy Carl... you could take him. :p

have a terrific day baby! i love you.
see you tonight!!

I need youuuu.

i miss you so much.
i feel like crap today. I'm all achy and sore. i have practice today but i have rehearsal so i can't go. but i am so not complaining. i don't think i could practice if i wanted to. i wish i could see you today, i just want to cuddle and do nothing else for the rest of the day. but of course that can't happen.

so apparently i was supposed to drive with mike this morning, but no one told me so i went to school, but he called me and picked me up there and i finished my hours. i went on the interstate. i absolutely hate driving. when we go places you're driving baby.

so when i got home from drivers ed i worked on Lilly for like 2 hours and she still isn't clean. i was exhausted at like 9:30. went to bed at 10, slept in my clothes, and woke up at 6:30, bus comes at 7, and just kept my same pants on and changed my shirt. and i braided my bangs and put my hair up. I'm so tired. at least i had coffee.

I really want a snow day Friday too! i heard my choreography is on Saturday but its not for sure. i really hope it isn't.

I loved seeing you, i wish we didn't have to clean Lilly, and i wish you didn't have to hear me get bitched at. but at least you got to see why i get in so much trouble for stupid things, because one thing leads to another and he gets himself all convinced that I'm a horrible kid. ugh.

i loved just being with you though, sorry i was being dumb i just hate cold sores, i would rather be sick for a month with no cold sore than be sick for a week with a cold sore. i absolutely hate them, and i get one every time i get sick!

Seeing you always makes me feel better and always makes me happy.

i always wish i could do more for you no matter what i do. i could buy you a car and still want to do more for you. i know that journal entry wasn't how you always feel or usually feel. i just wanted to make sure you knew i really do appreciate everything you do for me. no one has ever tried so hard for me. just to get me a ride somewhere. ill do almost anything just to make you happy.

everything besides you is kinda sucky in my life at the moment so I'm just kinda in a life sucks a bit mood. that's what i meant my depressed. i just feel shitty. i need you to make me feel better.

i love you baby, so so so so so much.
have a fantastic day.

GOOD LUCK!

good luck, good luck, good luck, good luck!
You will do wonderful I'm sure, & i will not hate you it you don't. i could never.

My neck feels a little better but it still hurts quite a bit. I can't really turn my head to look at something. uhg.
Jorgensons sounds really good, I'd love that! :]

Ha ha, weird dream! First i wouldn't lie to you. Second ewe boys!

I'm so tired my eyes feel heavy. I had coffee though at least. Well, i have a lot to catch up on in graphics so i will go get some done. I love you soooooo much, i miss you and can't wait to see you.

XOXOXOXOXOXOXOXOX

GOOD LUCK!

Didn't get your letter.

I didn't get your letter its not up for some reason but I'm going to write you anyway. :]

Omg, driving this morning was a night mare! so horrible. i couldn't see the lines it was dark and snowing and raining. so bad! i hope you get your license tomorrow, I'm so excited for you!
I'm even more excited for this weekend! ugh can't wait.

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just read your letter. ha ha.
I'm sorry you didn't get any sleep last night. I'm glad i got a little, I'm still pretty tired though.
I just checked my grades and i have all A's and an F, In history. Stupid Ms. L. Maybe if she knew what she was talking about and wasn't completely mental i wouldn't be failing. she only has 3 grades in for half of a quarter. ugh SO retarted.

I got a whole cup of coffee this morning but I'm still craving it. If your addiction to cigarettes are as bad at my addictions to coffee, biting my nails or eating than I'm sorry.
For new years i think i will make a resolution to stop biting my nails, we can suffer together, i know its not really the same but... yeah. ha ha, at least you can put a cigarette down i can't really let go of my nails. :p

I miss you so much. text ya later babe.

have a fantastically magnificent day beautiful!

I love you.
xoxoxoxox