I need youuuu.

i miss you so much.
i feel like crap today. I'm all achy and sore. i have practice today but i have rehearsal so i can't go. but i am so not complaining. i don't think i could practice if i wanted to. i wish i could see you today, i just want to cuddle and do nothing else for the rest of the day. but of course that can't happen.

so apparently i was supposed to drive with mike this morning, but no one told me so i went to school, but he called me and picked me up there and i finished my hours. i went on the interstate. i absolutely hate driving. when we go places you're driving baby.

so when i got home from drivers ed i worked on Lilly for like 2 hours and she still isn't clean. i was exhausted at like 9:30. went to bed at 10, slept in my clothes, and woke up at 6:30, bus comes at 7, and just kept my same pants on and changed my shirt. and i braided my bangs and put my hair up. I'm so tired. at least i had coffee.

I really want a snow day Friday too! i heard my choreography is on Saturday but its not for sure. i really hope it isn't.

I loved seeing you, i wish we didn't have to clean Lilly, and i wish you didn't have to hear me get bitched at. but at least you got to see why i get in so much trouble for stupid things, because one thing leads to another and he gets himself all convinced that I'm a horrible kid. ugh.

i loved just being with you though, sorry i was being dumb i just hate cold sores, i would rather be sick for a month with no cold sore than be sick for a week with a cold sore. i absolutely hate them, and i get one every time i get sick!

Seeing you always makes me feel better and always makes me happy.

i always wish i could do more for you no matter what i do. i could buy you a car and still want to do more for you. i know that journal entry wasn't how you always feel or usually feel. i just wanted to make sure you knew i really do appreciate everything you do for me. no one has ever tried so hard for me. just to get me a ride somewhere. ill do almost anything just to make you happy.

everything besides you is kinda sucky in my life at the moment so I'm just kinda in a life sucks a bit mood. that's what i meant my depressed. i just feel shitty. i need you to make me feel better.

i love you baby, so so so so so much.
have a fantastic day.